If the moon smiled, she would
resemble
you.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but
annihilating.
Both of you are great light
borrowers.
Her O-mouth grieves at the world;
yours is unaffected,
And your first gift is making
stone
out of everything.
I wake to a mausoleum; you are
here,
Ticking your fingers on the
marble
table, looking for cigarettes,
Spiteful as a woman, but not so
nervous,
And dying to say something
unanswerable.
The moon, too, abases her
subjects,
But in the daytime she is
ridiculous.
Your dissatisfactions, on the
other
hand,
Arrive through the mailslot with
loving regularity,
White and blank, expansive as
carbon
monoxide.
No day is safe from news of
you,
Walking about in Africa maybe,
but thinking of me.