If the moon smiled, she would resemble
you.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating.
Both of you are great light borrowers.
Her O-mouth grieves at the world;
yours is unaffected,
And your first gift is making stone
out of everything.
I wake to a mausoleum; you are
here,
Ticking your fingers on the marble
table, looking for cigarettes,
Spiteful as a woman, but not so
nervous,
And dying to say something unanswerable.
The moon, too, abases her subjects,
But in the daytime she is ridiculous.
Your dissatisfactions, on the other
hand,
Arrive through the mailslot with
loving regularity,
White and blank, expansive as carbon
monoxide.
No day is safe from news of you,
Walking about in Africa maybe,
but thinking of me.